Date : Friday, June 27, 2008
Time : 8:25 PM
Title :

i don wish to talk about today
but just my feelings
me and caroline is drifting apart
i know i t, and i feel it , seriously saying
i no longer feel close to her , i no longer feel
that i wanna tell her my secrets .
Maybe we don suit each other , celia suits her more
right ? im too serious for her , and after the
june holidays , i never once laughed when i was with her
when she talked to me , i have not much responds .
I don't get it why I'm feeling like that
maybe I'm tired , , too tired .
i lost , to celia ,
celia , you won
even though you never knew
i am competing with you .
its okay , you won .
I'm defeated , i hope you'll be able
to make caroline happy . i know your able too . '
i'm lost and confused , there's nothing i wanna do
i don feel anyth now
maybe im hurt too deeply
thought too deeply .
I'm sorry , i can't be like before
i want the old days back , but ..
no it wont be the same no more ..


these few words was copied from wengyi's blog .
wengyi , don't be too upset (:
things will get better .



ok , had not been posting for quite awhile eh ? many things happened through this days . wengyi had not been talking to caroline for some time . in school , caroline is sticking with celia and shavon with wengyi . and also , many teachers had left our school . ms lim , ms juli and many more . new teachers had replaced them , and they are not as suitable as ms lim or ms juli . i think mdm liang(my class new english teacher) was trying to make us feel comfortable when she's teaching us ( i feel she is trying to make us feel that she is ms lim) . but i still mis ms lim's lesson , and also ms juli's . our new history teachers is so concern about us ( weirdo ) . because we were wearing our PE t-shirt in side our uniform and it was a hot day and she says take out the PE t-shirt , very hot ! may be she wants us to like her . BUT NO WAY ! our whole class dislike her . few days ago there's a spot check in school and i was caught because of my hair . i have to tie it . thought the next day there will be no second spot check , i did not tie my hair but there is ! so i any how tie in the parade square and went back to class to get it neat . yesterday went to greenridge shopping centre for drum lesson . firstly i went in to the music school wanted to buy a new pair of drumsitck ( my old one cracked ) . but there were many people and the counter and i could not talk to jean . later on , i saw my drum teacher , mr chua , at the side calling someone ( i was me ) , so i walked towards him and say ' mr chua , i over here ' . LOL ! and wanted to buy the drumstick . but since jean cannot attend to me , mr chua told me to take the drumstick first and then pay after the lesson ( they trusts me because i am a student there since primary 1 ) . after class , i chat awhile with jean and paid the drumstick . around 8.15pm i went back home . looking back at the bench where sihui and i usually sat there when we went to eat lunch after school . but now they were just happy memories . we can't be friends again , never and ever . today , mum went for her cooking class , dad went to work and gwen is having her POA lesson now . i'm the only one doing nothing but computer (: AHAHAHAHHAHAHA ! well , this is what i want to post today , nothing much more , so see you (:

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GLADYS : ok la , just be carful (: .

Date : Sunday, June 22, 2008
Time : 3:48 AM
Title :

was viewing gladys profile and shocked to read her latest entry . gladys , i really hope you won't turn into a lesbian . feeling super hungry now and waiting for mum to prepare dinner(: . today , early in the morning got waken up by mum and dad . went to church for mass and had breakfast there . later on 11am went to jurong east and collect gwen's contact lenses and bought some apples from NTUC then came back home to rest , did not go out later on . now my neck super tired , like going to drop anytime ): . thinking of tomorrow , schools starting ! what will happen tomorrow ? i know , early in the morning will be seating in the parade square waiting for the flies to go over my head again , hate it ! oh , i can smell the delicious food that mum is frying now (: . can't wait for the food , yesterday she prepared potato salad , beans , cabbage , tomato and barbecue chicken ! altogether on one black and classical plate ( western style ) .

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`VANny (X : sure , i think it'll be fun . you take care too(:
Gwen : lol , never thought you will say that . alright , same here , LOVE YOU SISTER(:

Date : Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Time : 4:16 AM
Title :

today was a tiring day . woke up by daddy in the morning at 6.19am then went back to sleep again till 9+ . later mummy brought us to woodland clinic( very experience ) . after that , went to jurong east to repair gwen's specs and go to popular to buy notice board . later on as we were walking back to the carpark , there's this lady suddenly walked to us and ask mummy if she want a citibank card ( a new citibank card . don't know what is it la ) and i KNEW IT that mummy will have interest in it . the sales lady SUPER FUNNY AND SUPER TALKATIVE .that's her way to get sales from people ( make people feel so easy to talk to ) . so , mummy and the sales lady talk talk talk untill talk finish already . but the sales lady still want to talk , she want to give mummy two free cards . then still want to offer more cards to mummy but mummy don't want already no choice so tell the sales girl ' don't want already . two cards enough , i got too many cards already . my wallet no more space ' (HHAHAHAHAHAHH , it's true anw ) . then later we went back home and i took a nap , woke up around 5.45pm . can't wait for thursday to come . daddy is on leave on that day then our whole family going to watch hulk . did i spell that correctly ? AHAHHAHAHHAAHAAHH , i hope so (:

Date : Sunday, June 15, 2008
Time : 9:21 PM
Title :

HELLO (: ! today is monday , and my mum is on leave !!! wanted to watch narnia , prince caspian . don't know gwen want to watch anot . later at 3pm gwen need to go to cck to sell the clothes . now um lying on my bed like a PIG . anyway , she's wearing peach colour ( pig's skin colour ) . HAHAHAHHAHAH ! PIG CUTE WHAT . now chatting with sarah , she so damn happy that fated to love you episode 14 is out .
BYE !

Date :
Time : 1:02 AM
Title :

today is quite a happy day for my family :) . first , my sister had her comfirmation this morning , her name is GWENDOLYN ASHLEY TOH MING XUE . second , today is fathers day . lastly , today is my sister's godparents anniversary . gwen dressed so white for today's happy day . my sister's friend , trisha , is ACTUALLY a tomboy . SUPER TOMBOY ! my sister say that last time she's a lesbian . and every time she go out , her hair will cover half of her face . but today , many people was sooooooo damnnnnnn shocked . she wore a white dress and shoes with heels and even braided her hair !! SHE TOTALLY LOOKED DAMN BEAUTIFUL . actually right , she look like eunice . after mass , we went to eat lunch at AH OR ( i know , the name is weird . but they serve food very fast . your butt not hot yet the food all served ) . well , not going to continue watching it started with a kiss as i realised there's a new show which is called FATED TO LOVE YOU . gthe first few episodes that i watch yesterday was quite ineresting . go try watching (: .

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wengyi : wa , if they really buay song then i go song myself away first . HAAHAHAHAH

Date : Friday, June 13, 2008
Time : 6:57 PM
Title :

ok , yesterday i changed my blogskin to this frog , simple and beautiful (: . anyway , green is my favourite colour . now i'm viewing sarah's friendster , can't believe she had one . later on going to watch finish it started with a kiss . last few days watched till episode 16 . now uploading episode 17 , mum sure tell me to stop watching :( and i was right . just now while waiting for the next part to upload i went into sihui's msn account . HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA , please , she more mean to me , ok ? the column's name soooo damn funny - other countries , KNS , maple frens , west spring frens , the hillers( now ended ) , and so on . can just write friends right ? still must divide to so many columns . at least other people divide it PROPERLY . daddy so talkative , want me follow him go to church and help out for the comfirmation camp . ALL PARENT MUST GO , i also not parent , LOL . oh , i love my friendster skin now . MUSIC SAVES MY SOUL . hm , and it's true (:

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Sarah : yea , what you only know is type HELLO (:
WengYi : you thank me for what ? what did i do ? anyway , this blogskin anybody can use what .

Date : Thursday, June 12, 2008
Time : 6:24 PM
Title :

HELLO (: ! at last i'm using computer at home . my sister went for her comfirmation camp in church so i'm alone at home with simba . yesterday , i used the computer the whole day but did not post . watched it started with a kiss , today going to continue episode 11 . boring what , so i just watch again . no other shows to watch . rolling love also not nice ): . in msn the only person online is marcus =.=' . well , me and him are still some how close friends . ok la , i lazy type for more . BYE (: !

Date : Friday, June 06, 2008
Time : 6:07 AM
Title :

HAHAHAHAHAAHH !!! tomorrow no school !!! IT'S YOUTH DAY !!! (: tomorrow planning to go to lot1 and buy a gift for shuqin . she's sec 4 now and i'm not going to see her again next year , so rather give her a gift just to thank her (((: . oh , I REALLY WANT BACK MY DISC !!! sad eh , i lost the disc - the prince who turns into a frog . don't know what happened , i kept it somewhere then suddenly it went missing , so now have to watch through youtube . hm , so tomorrow this is my plan - may be ask caroline or wengyi to follow me to lot1 . get shuqin's gift and buy my school shoes . sounds so boring eh ? nothing else to do anyway .. only STUDY STUDY & STUDY !!! don't know why i never get clever .. only music in my whole big head HAHAHAHAHAHAHH ! just went to my class blog , again . marcus tagged - what made you 2 hate each other ? ' hah , what was my reply ? THIS , was my reply - lol , i don't hate her . and I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE . i think i've changed already , to a better person . but she , she's changing to a devil . READ MY LIPS , A DEVIL . ' go and read it if you don't believe me http://aclassfullofcourage.blogspot.com/ . and also , i wonder how gladys or xiaxue could type a very long post , really super long , it could cover the whole page - http://xiaxue.blogpsot.com/ ( for those who don't know her , she's a famous blogger in singapore ) and my cousin , http://gladys-blogspot.com/ . i can never post that long eh , no matter how many words i type , it can't be compared with both of them . HAHAHAHAHAAHAHHA (: ! ok , since i did not post yesterday , let me see , what did i do yesterday ... ?


i ...
brushed my teeth ,
use computer ,
wear clothes ,
watch tv ,
bathed ,
go out ,
laugh ,
smile ,
talk ,
study ,
sleep ,
sleep ,
and sleep (: .
i do this in my daily life , HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA .
yesterday whole day was at home except for evening at around 6pm ? we went to aunt house , gwen looking for jie jie sheena . she wanted to ask her if she should go to poly or JC . then while i was using aunt's computer , gwen go and say she need to use , she want to find out how to get in or what la . i not sure about it either . about 15 minutes later , i got back the computer and found out shuqin was online . so decided to chat with her , since i have nothing else to do , other than waiting for the prince who turns into a frog show to upload in youtube . we chat , chat , chat untill i have to go home . sad , did not chat for a long time . she rarely goes online . so feels really great when she's online yesterday . i don't know why also , i liked her alot . she thought me cello songs , alot of them . then rest of the seniors did teach me but she was the one who thought me most of it . since now she's not coming back for CO , she still jying for me , HAHAHAHAAHAH !! ((((:


today , i went to church in the morning for cathechism , was late for about 10 minutes ? smsed sarah to reserve a sit beside her when i was on the way to church . but when i when into the class , sarah told me the boy sitting beside her just sit like that , LOL . so i just sit at the back alone ): , i'm so lonely . but after break i moved my chair foward with michelle , chanell and sarah . eh ? i realised something , qiqi did not come today !! HAHAHAHAHA , i forgotten about her . sorry qiqi ): . after class went for mass , sarah's parents is not in singapore now , they went to JB just for gas pumping , there cheaper . so sarah was attending mass alone . i told her to sit with me but she say she feels wierd with my parents , like an outsider . so , she did not sit with me ): . after mass went straight home because mum have to rush cooking our lunch as my math tution was starting at 1pm . when my mum finished cooking , my tution teacher also come already . luckily she gave me 10 minutes to eat . so did not eat much during lunch , now super hungry . AND MUM IS NOT AT HOME !!! SHE HAVE NOT STARTED COOKING !!! nevermind , ENDURE HAHAHAHAHAHA !

is this long enough to compete , STILL NO AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

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caroline : yeah , many things happened . but i really really don't want to other anymore , like what i typed in my blog . i want to study , not to bother the class matter , or even you and wengyi's matter . you must help me and yourself too , let's study together (: HAHAHAHAHAHA .

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