Date : Friday, June 27, 2008
Time : 8:25 PM
Title :

i don wish to talk about today
but just my feelings
me and caroline is drifting apart
i know i t, and i feel it , seriously saying
i no longer feel close to her , i no longer feel
that i wanna tell her my secrets .
Maybe we don suit each other , celia suits her more
right ? im too serious for her , and after the
june holidays , i never once laughed when i was with her
when she talked to me , i have not much responds .
I don't get it why I'm feeling like that
maybe I'm tired , , too tired .
i lost , to celia ,
celia , you won
even though you never knew
i am competing with you .
its okay , you won .
I'm defeated , i hope you'll be able
to make caroline happy . i know your able too . '
i'm lost and confused , there's nothing i wanna do
i don feel anyth now
maybe im hurt too deeply
thought too deeply .
I'm sorry , i can't be like before
i want the old days back , but ..
no it wont be the same no more ..


these few words was copied from wengyi's blog .
wengyi , don't be too upset (:
things will get better .



ok , had not been posting for quite awhile eh ? many things happened through this days . wengyi had not been talking to caroline for some time . in school , caroline is sticking with celia and shavon with wengyi . and also , many teachers had left our school . ms lim , ms juli and many more . new teachers had replaced them , and they are not as suitable as ms lim or ms juli . i think mdm liang(my class new english teacher) was trying to make us feel comfortable when she's teaching us ( i feel she is trying to make us feel that she is ms lim) . but i still mis ms lim's lesson , and also ms juli's . our new history teachers is so concern about us ( weirdo ) . because we were wearing our PE t-shirt in side our uniform and it was a hot day and she says take out the PE t-shirt , very hot ! may be she wants us to like her . BUT NO WAY ! our whole class dislike her . few days ago there's a spot check in school and i was caught because of my hair . i have to tie it . thought the next day there will be no second spot check , i did not tie my hair but there is ! so i any how tie in the parade square and went back to class to get it neat . yesterday went to greenridge shopping centre for drum lesson . firstly i went in to the music school wanted to buy a new pair of drumsitck ( my old one cracked ) . but there were many people and the counter and i could not talk to jean . later on , i saw my drum teacher , mr chua , at the side calling someone ( i was me ) , so i walked towards him and say ' mr chua , i over here ' . LOL ! and wanted to buy the drumstick . but since jean cannot attend to me , mr chua told me to take the drumstick first and then pay after the lesson ( they trusts me because i am a student there since primary 1 ) . after class , i chat awhile with jean and paid the drumstick . around 8.15pm i went back home . looking back at the bench where sihui and i usually sat there when we went to eat lunch after school . but now they were just happy memories . we can't be friends again , never and ever . today , mum went for her cooking class , dad went to work and gwen is having her POA lesson now . i'm the only one doing nothing but computer (: AHAHAHAHHAHAHA ! well , this is what i want to post today , nothing much more , so see you (:

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GLADYS : ok la , just be carful (: .

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